The Duke Thought the Girl He Had Carried from a Burning Building Three Years Ago Was Dead — Until His Grandmother’s Quiet Companion Was Humiliated Before an Entire Ballroom, Revealing the Scar That Made Him Go White and Whisper, “Where Did You Get That?”
PART 2
The girl who called herself Miss Gray had another name, and it was Cordelia Vain.
Three years earlier, she had been the daughter of a man who counted other men’s money for a living. Thomas Vain was not a gentleman. He was better than a gentleman, he used to say, because a gentleman could not add. He kept the books for three shipping houses, two banks, and one duchy, from a narrow brick building off Coleman Street with his name on a brass plate by the door.
She had sat at the desk in the corner because he could never afford a proper clerk, and because she was faster than any clerk he had ever hired. By nineteen, she could find an error in a column of four hundred figures the way other people find a wrong note in a song. Look at that, he would say to nobody. Look what I made.
In the January of that year, he stopped bringing her columns. He came home late. He stopped eating. He burned his own papers in the grate, which she had never once seen him do. When she asked what was wrong, he said business. When she asked again, he said, “Cordelia, please” — and something in his voice frightened her so badly she did not ask a third time.
She was twenty years old. She has thought about that a great deal since.
On the fourteenth of March, they worked late together. She remembers her father standing at the window with his back to her, saying quite calmly, “I have done a thing I cannot undo, but I can still put it right. Do you understand me?”
She said no. He said, “You will.”
After that there is nothing she has ever been able to measure. And then there is heat, and a sound like the sea, and a weight across her back she could not get out from under. There is a man’s voice above her, very close, shouting words she could not hold onto. There is being lifted. There is cold air and wet stone. And then a bed in a charity ward eleven days later, and a nurse saying the word father in the past tense.
The inquest took forty minutes. Thomas Vain, forty-eight, of Coleman Street, had been found to have falsified accounts belonging to the Duchy of Rothmir to the value of nine thousand pounds. Faced with discovery, he had set fire to his own offices to destroy the evidence, and had not left the building. Verdict: suicide.
They buried him outside the wall, because that is where they buried men like that. A clerk from the duchy’s solicitors came to the house on Bell Yard with an inventory and took the furniture, the plate, her mother’s clock, and the desk in the corner where she used to sit.
When they cut her clothes off her in the charity ward, a nurse found her right hand closed so tightly they had to work the fingers open one at a time. Inside it was a scrap of paper, scorched brown at three edges — part of a ledger column in her father’s hand, and one word of a heading.
Her father had put it there. She has no memory of it, and she has never doubted it. A dying man does not close his daughter’s hand around a piece of a ledger and make her hold on unless he wants somebody to find the rest of it.
Three years. Three years of a back room in Southwark, of turning her collar and eating once a day, of writing letters to solicitors who did not answer and newspapers who answered once, unkindly. She learned that a dead man cannot be libeled, and therefore cannot be defended. She learned that the duchy employed four separate firms, and that none of them would receive her.
She learned that the ledgers of a great house are not kept in an office. They are kept in the house.
In January, she read that the Dowager Duchess of Rothmir required a companion — unmarried, of good hand, references essential. The references were forged. She had done the work herself, and they were good, because she had spent her childhood learning how a false document is made and how it is caught.
She had walked into that house eleven weeks ago with her mother’s maiden name and a locked box under her bed, and she had waited.
She had not planned on the ball. She had certainly not planned on standing in front of four hundred people with the one thing she could never explain laid open down her back. But when the Duke of Rothmir asked her where she got that scar, in a voice that came apart in the middle, one thought went through her before every other thought, cold and clean as a knife:
He knows.
Somebody in this house knows what happened in that building. And I am no longer eleven weeks from finding out. I am eleven feet.
They put her in the small library and left her alone for two hours. Nobody dismissed her — which was the strange thing. And at half past midnight, the door opened, and the dowager was carried in.
“They tell me,” the old woman said, “that you have a burn.”
“Yes, your grace.”
“How old?”
“Three years.”
“Ah,” said the dowager. That was all. But she said it the way a person says it when a thing has finally been laid in its place — and Cordelia felt the hair rise on her arms.
