She Watched Him Mark Another Woman — She Left. They Realized Too Late.
Chapter 6
“How far along?” Marnie said, settling onto the wooden stool in Alana’s cottage like she planned to stay for a while.
Alana’s hands went still over the mortar she’d been grinding. “I don’t—”
“Child, I’ve brought two hundred pups into this world.” Marnie’s voice was kind but unhurried, the way you explain something to a person who already knows it. “I can see it in the way you hold your lower back when you think no one’s watching.”
Silence, long and heavy. Then Alana set the mortar down. “Three months. Maybe closer to four.”
“And the father?”
She looked at the wall — at the crack where the light came through, at anything that wasn’t those knowing eyes. “He chose someone else,” she said. Quiet. Steady. “So I chose myself.”
Marnie nodded slowly, like that was the only answer that mattered. “Then that’s enough,” she said. “That’s more than enough.”
She reached across and covered Alana’s hand with her own. And Alana didn’t pull away, didn’t flinch — she just let herself be held in that small, ordinary way, the way she had gone years without.
The Asheville wolves noticed things. They noticed the creek ran clean now, that fewer children coughed through the night, that Alana seemed to know which herbs grew where and what they were for. They started coming to her — not with ceremony, not with titles, just with quiet trust. Can you look at this wound? My daughter won’t eat. The elder’s cough is back again. She helped every time.
But at night, alone, the old fear crept back in. The terror of becoming indispensable and invisible at the same time — of giving everything and watching it mean nothing. She said this to Garron once, late, after everyone else had gone to sleep.
He looked at her with those river-stone eyes and said, “The difference is that you can leave. You know the road now. You know your own feet. Staying is only worth something when it’s a choice.”
She carried that with her. Held it close. Let it become true.
And three hundred miles west, Mira walked a trade road with nothing but a pack on her back and a name on her lips. At every village she asked the same question: Have you seen a healer? A woman traveling alone, quiet, dark hair, knows her way around a wound.
Most people shook their heads. But in one town, a farrier said yes — she’d passed through weeks ago, heading east. Said she’d healed his horse’s abscess and refused payment. In another, a baker’s wife remembered a woman who’d sat by a dying child until morning, whose hands smelled of mint and iron.
Mira picked up her pace, and kept it up through mud and rain and the low ache of legs she had never pushed this hard before. She had never walked this far in her life. She had never been this brave. Somewhere out there was the only person in the world who had ever looked at her and seen someone worth teaching.
On a grey morning with woodsmoke in the air, she walked through a gate she’d been told didn’t exist — and stopped dead in the middle of a courtyard she didn’t recognize.
A girl in the garden looked up. The girl dropped her basket.
Mira dropped her pack and ran.
