She Ran From Her Unfaithful Fiancé Into a Dark Room—Unaware England’s Most Feared Duke Was Inside, Waiting in the Shadows.
Chapter 12
The whisper died the way such whispers die — not by being fought, but by being made absurd.
The Duke of Jarnis did not challenge Renwick, or issue denials, or descend upon the drawing rooms of the north to defend his betrothed’s honor, all of which would only have fed the thing, for a whisper grows fat on the attention paid to it. He did something far more effective. He simply began to appear in public with Pride at his side, everywhere, constantly — and to be, in her company, so transformed, so plainly, helplessly happy, the cold Duke of Jarnis thought past all recognition, laughing, attentive, unable to keep his eyes from her — that the whisper collapsed under the sheer weight of the evidence.
For it is one thing to say that a clever girl has schemed a cold duke into marriage. It is quite another to maintain it while watching that duke look at that girl across a room as though she had hung the moon. Society may believe a great many cynical things. It cannot, in the end, believe them in the teeth of a man’s transparent joy.
Renwick’s spite curdled and died for want of listeners. He had married the cousin, and the marriage was not a happy one — for the cousin, having caught him at exactly the interchangeable proposal-making that had cost Pride nothing and gained her a duke, had rapidly formed a low opinion of her prize, and Renwick found himself, within the year, an unhappy husband whose malicious stories no one troubled to repeat. Which is the fate such men most deserve and most dread. Not ruin. Irrelevance.
Pride, for her own part, answered the whisper in her own way, which was characteristic. She did not defend herself. She did the opposite. She made a point, that spring, of being seen to give away, from the settlement the Duke insisted upon making on her, small independent portions to two or three people who had been kind to her in her poverty — a former governess, an old servant of her family fallen on hard times — so that the north, which had called her a schemer grasping after a fortune, was obliged to watch the supposed schemer quietly dispensing her new wealth to the poor within weeks of securing it.
“A woman who schemed for a fortune,” she observed to the Duke, “does not begin giving it away the moment she has it. I am simply letting them watch me be the opposite of what they called me. It is more effective than any denial — and it has the additional merit of being the thing I actually want to do, which is the best kind of strategy. The kind where the wise course and the right course are the same course, so that one need not choose between them.”
They were married in June at Jarnis, among the resurrected roses.
Old Foster had worked a miracle in the succession houses, and the long-neglected gardens bloomed that June as they had not bloomed in thirty years. And the white rose — the one Foster had nursed alone through a decade of neglect, the one that had made Pride weep on the day she found it — stood in a place of honor by the door of the little estate church. It was that rose, and no grander flower, that Pride carried up the aisle.
“It kept itself alive through ten years of cold and neglect,” she told the Duke on the morning of the wedding, “with no one to see it and no reason to go on, out of nothing but stubbornness. And then someone finally came and saw it and loved it, and it bloomed. I can think of no better flower for a woman marrying you, Leo. It is your whole story. It is ours.”
The Duke of Jarnis invited to the wedding the people he had spent his cold life overlooking. The housekeeper. The footmen. The maids. The boot boy who had been asked if he was hurt. Old Foster in a coat that had not left its press in twenty years. Tenants from the far edges of the estate who had never once been inside the church when a Jarnis was married.
“They are your people,” Pride had said, “and I will not be married in a church full of strangers while the people who actually make Jarnis a house are shut outside in the sun. They come in, all of them, in the good pews. That is not negotiable. You may be a duke, but I am to be a duchess, and this is a duchess’s decree.”
And the Duke of Jarnis, who two-and-twenty years before could not have conceived of such a thing, had simply said, “Of course. You are quite right.” And had watched his tenants file into the good pews of his family’s church with an expression of such open feeling that the older servants, who remembered his father, wept to see it.
She came up the aisle carrying Foster’s white rose, and the Duke of Jarnis watched her come, and thought that his whole cold life had been a corridor leading to this warm door — that every frozen year of it, his father’s cruelty, the welded gate, the fourteen years of solitude, had been only the long dark passage a man must walk to arrive, at last, in a country he did not know existed.
When he said, “With this ring, I thee wed,” and slid the ring onto Pride’s finger, his hand was not quite steady — and he did not care who saw it. For he had spent his whole life keeping his hands steady, and had learned at last from her that a hand that shakes with feeling is not a weakness to be hidden, but the plain evidence of a heart that has finally consented to be alive.
Afterward there was a wedding breakfast in the great hall, and it was the first time in living memory that the hall had been warm. Full of people, all of them high and low together — tenants beside gentry, servants beside their master — the whole rigid frozen order of the cold house dissolved for one day into a single glad company.
There was one thing more Pride had saved for that day.
She rose, took the Duke’s hand, and led him through the warm, crowded hall, past the astonished company, to the great cold portrait of his father that hung, as it had hung his whole life, glowering down over the head of the table.
“We are not going to take it down,” she said, so that only Leo could hear. “That would be its own kind of coldness, and besides, he is your father, and the dead have their place. But we are going to move it out of the great hall, where he can preside over your life forever, and into some quiet gallery where he may glower at the past he belongs to.”
“And in his place, over the head of this warm table, we are going to hang something that is ours. The two of us. Or the gardens. Or the white rose. Whatever we like. So that from this day, the thing that presides over Jarnis is not the cold man who welded your heart, but the warm life we have made in the teeth of everything he taught you.”
She looked up at him.
“He does not get the head of the table anymore, Leo. He has had it long enough. It is ours now. That is the last cold room. Let us thaw it, too.”
The Duke of Jarnis looked up at his father’s painted face — the face that had told a weeping boy of seven that love was a mistake, and a grieving boy of twelve that his mother was a weakness, and a man his whole life that a soft heart was an open gate for the enemy — and he felt, for the first time, not fear of it and not anger at it, but only a great settled pity. The pity of a warm man for a cold one. Of a man who had escaped, for a man who never did.
“Move it,” he said quietly. “You are right, as you are always right. He has presided over my life for two-and-twenty years, and he was wrong about every single thing, and I will not let him preside over it one day longer. Move him to the far gallery, where he may glower at the wall. And over the head of our table we will hang the white rose.”
He took her hand.
“Not the gate. The rose. It is the truest thing in the house, and it is ours, and my father would have hated it — which is exactly how I know it is right.”
