She knew what she was doing was improper. Three weeks was far too soon — she should have remained inside for at least another two months, veiled, kept out of public view, and permitted to see only members of her family. But after her fiancé abandoned her, she married London’s most feared Duke to save her family — only for a hidden ledger to reveal the heartbreaking reason he had chosen her from the very beginning.
PART 2
I was there that night. I want to say that first, because everything people have written in these comments is wrong, and I think I know why.
I was standing by the doors. I was not anybody — a paid companion to a woman who did not require my company, which is the best possible position for an observer. Nobody looks at the woman holding someone else’s fan.
So I saw it. All of it. And I want to tell you what I saw, because the story everyone is repeating is that the Duke of Ashborne picked up a ruined girl out of spite.
That is not what happened.
The Duke arrived before she did. Twenty minutes before. I noticed him because everyone notices him — the way the room rearranged itself around him like iron filings when a magnet walks in. The crowd opened. He did not take a drink. He did not sit. He stood near the orchestra and watched the doors.
And when Miss Croft came in — grey gown, no jewellery, holding her glass like it was the only thing keeping her upright — the Duke of Ashborne stopped. He went very still. Like a man who has heard a sound he has been waiting years to hear.
Then Simon Harkort publicly cast her aside in front of the whole room, and every person there leaned in to watch her break, and the Duke did not move. He waited. He watched her not break. He watched her lift her chin.
I saw him smile. Just for a second. Nobody smiles like that at a stranger.
Now here is the part that will not leave me.
After he escorted her out and handed her to the footman, he did not leave. He walked back inside — the whole room pretending not to stare — and went straight to the one person there who was more invisible than I was. The old solicitor. Mr. Pell. A little dusty man who had done the Croft family’s business for thirty years and had come tonight because nobody had told him not to.
They spoke for less than a minute. Mr. Pell’s face did something complicated. Then the Duke left, and Mr. Pell sat down on a bench and put his head in his hands, and he stayed like that for a long while, and I do think he was crying.
I have thought about that every night for three weeks.
Because a man who ruins people for sport does not stop to speak to a dusty solicitor on the way out.
And here is the other thing. I have made it my business to know the small histories. Ten years ago there was a Rothwell brother. Thomas. The elder. Everybody has agreed to forget him, the way the ton agrees to forget anything that is inconvenient, but he was real. He was kind, they used to say — and then suddenly he was not spoken of, and then he was not there, and the Duke of Ashborne was a scarred man who limped.
So I will ask the question that nobody in this comment section is asking.
Why would the most feared man in London approach a solicitor — not a lawyer for himself, not a man of business, but the Croft family’s own solicitor — within an hour of carrying their daughter out of a ballroom?
And what, precisely, was in the first ledger?
Because I do not believe for one second that Gideon Rothwell’s interest in Beatrice Croft began when she stumbled against a pillar.
I think he had been waiting a very long time for her father to die.
