“Impossible!” the Maid Whispered, Freezing Before Her Childhood Portrait Hidden in the Duke’s Private Chambers—Then She Turned It Over and Found the Name “Aurora” Beside the Year of Her Birth, Unraveling the Secret of Her Entire Life
PART 3
She moved through her duties like a sleepwalker.
She polished the silver in the breakfast room and stared through the window at the east wing, counting the windows until she found the one that belonged to the Duke’s chambers. She swept the grand staircase and paused on the landing where a row of family portraits lined the wall, studying each one for any resemblance to the child in the painting.
She found none. The Ashworth family had sharp, angular features and high cheekbones and pale eyes. The child in the painting had a round face, soft features, and eyes the color of amber.
On Tuesday, she found an excuse to visit the village. Mrs. Callaway needed herbs from the apothecary, and Ara volunteered before anyone else could.
She walked the two miles to Thornfield in the thin March rain, her shawl pulled tight around her shoulders, and arrived at her mother’s cottage with wet shoes and a heart full of questions she was not sure she had the courage to ask.
Catherine Voss was in bed, as she always was now. The cottage was clean, kept tidy by Mrs. Phelps from next door, who came in twice a day as a kindness. There was a fire in the grate and a pot of tea on the table and a cat named Thistle curled on the windowsill, watching the rain.
“Ara.”
Her mother’s face lit up.
The cough was worse — a rattling, persistent thing that lived in her chest like a tenant who would not leave. But her eyes were bright and her smile was real.
“Come, sit. Tell me everything. Are they feeding you enough? You look thin.”
“I am fine, Mama.”
“You are thin. I can see your collarbone from here. Sit. There is bread in the box.”
Ara sat on the edge of the bed and took her mother’s hand. It was lighter than it should have been, as though the illness were slowly subtracting weight from every part of her, reducing her bit by bit until one day there would be nothing left to reduce.
“Mama, I want to ask you something.”
“Then ask.”
“Was there ever anyone who wanted to paint me when I was small?”
The change was instant.
Catherine’s hand tightened around hers. Her smile did not disappear — it froze, becoming something fixed and deliberate. A door closing behind a pleasant expression.
“Paint you? Why would anyone paint you? We could barely afford milk.”
“I know. I just wondered. Someone at the hall was talking about childhood portraits, and I thought—”
“No one painted you. You were a carpenter’s daughter in a village of two hundred people. We did not have portraits. We had each other, and that was enough.”
Her voice was firm. But her hand was still tight — too tight. And her eyes had shifted to the window. To the rain. To anywhere that was not her daughter’s face.
Ara recognized the deflection. She had inherited her mother’s honesty, but she had also inherited her mother’s stubbornness, and she knew with a certainty that settled into her bones like cold that Catherine Voss was not telling the truth.
“Mama—”
“Enough, Ara. Some questions are better left unasked.” A breath. “Now tell me about the hall. Is the housekeeper still a tyrant?”
Ara told her about the hall.
She described Mrs. Blackwood’s iron spine and Mrs. Callaway’s onion soup and Polly’s snoring and the way the library smelled of old paper and leather on rainy afternoons.
She did not mention the painting. She did not mention the Duke. She did not mention the name Aurora.
But when she left — walking back through the rain with the herbs for Mrs. Callaway tucked inside her shawl — she carried her mother’s reaction with her like a second heartbeat.
The tightened hand. The frozen smile. The eyes that fled to the window.
Catherine Voss knew something.
And whatever it was, it frightened her.
Thursday arrived with the reluctant gray light of early spring.
Ara dressed in the dark as she always did, pulling on her gray dress and white apron, pinning her hair beneath her cap with fingers that trembled only slightly. Polly murmured something about turnips and rolled over. The clock in the servants’ hall struck five.
She went through her morning duties with mechanical precision. She laid the fires in the drawing room, the morning room, and the small parlor. She polished the brass door handles in the entrance hall. She ate breakfast in the kitchen with the other servants — a bowl of porridge and a cup of tea so strong it could have stood up on its own.
She said nothing unusual. She smiled when Polly made a joke about the footman’s new haircut.
She was invisible. Ordinary. Unremarkable.
At ten, she watched from the kitchen window as the Duke rode out on Solomon. Horse and rider moved across the gravel drive and onto the path that led through the park. A single dark figure against the green.
She watched until they disappeared beyond the line of oaks.
Then she picked up her cleaning supplies and walked to the east wing.
The corridor was quiet. It was always quiet in this part of the house, as though the walls themselves understood that silence was expected. Her footsteps were soft on the carpet. The key turned in the lock with a click that echoed.
She opened the door.
The room was exactly as she had left it. Curtains drawn, desk undisturbed, the faint smell of cedar and leather. She closed the door behind her and stood a moment, letting her eyes adjust to the dimness.
Then she walked to the bookshelves.
The panel was closed. Not almost closed, as it had been before.
Fully, completely shut.
Someone had been here. Someone had noticed.
Her heart hammered. She should leave. She should clean the room as she always did and walk out and forget what she had seen and never look again.
That was the safe choice. That was the choice a sensible person would make. Ara Voss was sensible in almost every area of her life. Sensible about money, about food, about sleep, about the careful management of her mother’s medicine.
But she had never been sensible about the truth.
The truth, in Ara’s experience, was the only thing worth being reckless for.
She pressed the edge of the panel. It did not move. She pressed harder. Nothing. She ran her fingers along the seam, searching for a latch, a catch, a mechanism.
Her fingertips found a small indentation in the wood, no larger than a thumbnail.
She pressed it. The panel swung open.
The painting was gone.
The space behind the panel was empty. Clean. Not even a dust mark to show that something had rested there, as though the portrait had never existed, as though she had imagined the whole thing.
But she had not imagined it.
She knew what she had seen. The white lace dress. The pearl buttons. The scar above the left eyebrow.
My Aurora, 1794.
She stared at the empty space and felt something shift inside her. Something fundamental. Like a key turning in a lock she had not known existed.
The painting was gone because someone had moved it. And the only person with access to this room — the only person who would know about a hidden panel in his own private chambers — was the Duke.
He knew she had found it.
The thought was ice in her veins.
She closed the panel, cleaned the room with shaking hands, and left.
For three days, nothing happened.
The Duke rode at ten and returned at eleven. He took his meals alone. He passed through corridors without looking left or right. If he was aware that his maid had discovered a secret portrait hidden in his chambers, he gave no sign of it.
His expression, on the few occasions Ara glimpsed it from a distance, was the same as it always was. Composed. Remote. Unreadable. A face that gave away nothing because it had been trained — from childhood, or from necessity — to hold everything behind its walls.
But Ara was watching now.
Where before she had moved through the house with her eyes down, seeing only floors and furniture, now she observed.
She noticed that the Duke’s study light burned late into the night, a golden rectangle visible from the servants’ courtyard when she went to empty the evening dishwater. She noticed that he had received three letters in as many days, each one sealed with a crest she did not recognize — dark red wax stamped with what looked like a rose wrapped in thorns.
She noticed that Mrs. Blackwood visited his study after each letter arrived, and stayed for exactly fifteen minutes, before emerging with an expression that was, for the first time since Ara had known her, something less than perfectly composed.
Something was happening at Ashworth Hall.
Something connected to the painting — or to Aurora.
She did not go to Mrs. Callaway this time. She did not want to be managed, or fed, or soothed.
Instead, she went to the library.
