For eleven years the ninth Duke of Ashgrave had kept his scarred face out of every room in England. Then a carriage went into a ditch in a storm, and Mercy Ren — who fed strangers before she asked what they were worth — looked at him without flinching. He lied about his name. She forgave him. His cousin Reginald never would.
PART 1
The storm came up the valley at dusk, fast and mean, the kind that stripped slates off roofs and turned the beck white where it jumped the old bridge. Mercy Ren stood at the kitchen window and watched the sky go gray as hammered iron, and her mother’s brass-bound herbal sat on the sill like a small patient animal, waiting for her to do something foolish with it.
She read weather the way other women read letters. Every fault in a sky, every tension in a tree line before rain — she had been reading them for four years now, alone at Thorncraft Cottage, since her father died with more debt than breath, and the creditors came politely, and then — without explanation — quietly stopped. The cottage was hers. That had never been in question. The creditors were gone, which had never been explained either, and Mercy had learned to stop asking heaven for explanations it seemed unwilling to give.
At the bend above the old bridge there was a crack like a dropped rifle shot, not thunder. Mercy was at the door before the sound had finished echoing between the hills.
She walked the lane in the wet with a lantern that kept trying to die, and found the carriage where the bridge had given way — one wheel gone, the shaft snapped, the horse wild-eyed and mercifully unharmed in the ditch grass. The coachman had broken his arm against the box and lay half in the water. Mercy got her shoulder under his and pulled.
“His grace—” the coachman gasped, gripping her sleeve with his good hand. “The gentleman — inside—”
The door of the carriage had buckled. Mercy braced her boots in the mud, took hold of the handle with both hands, and pulled until her back burned, and the door came open, and the water inside rushed out around her knees.
He was wedged under the far seat, folded like a broken toy, one arm at an angle that was wrong. Mercy got his good arm over her shoulders — heavy, too heavy, all damp wool and cold weight — and walked him, one terrible step at a time, up the pitching slope of the carriage floor, out into the rain, which did not give them so much as a moment’s courtesy.
It took her an hour to get them both dry in the cottage. Two hours, maybe. The fire was low; she fed it coal she could not spare, and hung the gentleman’s coat on the back of her father’s chair, and the coat steamed, and the chair — her father’s chair — held a stranger.
“The shoulder is out,” Mercy said.
He looked up at her from the settle, candlelight moving over the whole left side of his face, which was burn. Old burn. Scar tissue from temple to jaw, the kind that always catches the light first, because it is lighter than the rest of a man, and smoother, and cannot help itself. “I am aware.”
“I am going to set it.”
He said nothing for a moment. The rain beat against the shutters like a claim being staked.
“You may do as you please,” he said. “It has been most of a decade since anyone had the opportunity to do me harm so conveniently arranged.”
Mercy set his shoulder.
He did not — quite — scream. He went the color of her white flour, and beads of sweat stood out fine and separate across the scarred side of his face, because a burn into the deeper skin does not sweat like the rest of a man, cannot, has lost the machinery for it. Mercy watched the two sides of his face disagree with each other and did not say anything at all.
She fed him the last of her rabbit stew because she was feeding herself and he was sitting in the room, and it would have been strange to eat in front of a man with a dislocated shoulder and let him watch.
“Mr. Grayson,” the coachman had said, by way of introduction, through a mouthful of pain and gratitude. “He is with the Pennine mills.”
Mr. Grayson ate like a man who had forgotten what a home kitchen was for.
“It has been eleven years,” Mercy said, “since I have fed a soul from this hearth who was not my own reflection.”
“I confess,” he said, very carefully, “that it has been rather longer for me.”
He said it with his eyes on the fire and his good hand on his thigh, and Mercy, who had spent four years learning to read loneliness in the weather of other people’s faces, knew she was being lied to, and did not care. A man with a face like that had earned whatever silence he wanted wrapped around his reasons.
The storm broke. In the morning they took the repaired cart as far as the crossroads, where the coachman could hire fresh horses, and the gentleman — Mr. Grayson, with the Pennine mills — paused with one hand clutching the cart rail, and turned to look back down the lane at the cottage with its one lit window, and a war passed across his face in the space of a breath.
“You looked at my face last night without flinching,” he said. “It has been eleven years since I stopped expecting anyone to manage that.”
“I looked at your face the same as I looked at your arm,” Mercy said. “Both wanted tending. Neither wanted staring at.”
“You are the first person in a decade to make that distinction.”
“Then you have been keeping poor company.”
He looked at her for a long moment, the scarred side of his face turned toward her as naturally as a man turning to the light, and something in his mouth moved like a word trying to be born.
“I am obliged to you, Miss Ren,” he said instead. “Profoundly.”
He did not say he would return. Mercy did not ask him to.
But she fed a hungry man before she knew whether he was a duke or a beggar, that was all she did. And she told herself, all the way back down the lane, that that was all she had done.
She was wrong, of course. She was wrong in ways that would set a county on its ear.
Because Mr. Grayson, with the Pennine mills, was Gideon Ashworth, ninth Duke of Ashgrave — the Shadow Duke, unseen by the county for eleven years, since the fire that killed his father and half the left side of his face. And when Mercy Ren looked at him without flinching, she did what eleven years of county mothers, debutantes’ stammers, and a coronet’s worth of careful gossip had all failed to do.
She made him want to be seen again.
He came back in eleven days, on a gray mild morning, riding a horse the color of smoke, and stood at her door with a hammer in his hand and a lie on his tongue.
“Ma’am,” he said, hat in hand, “your shutters are hanging by their last virtue. I am here to mend them.”
It was the worst excuse Mercy had ever heard, and the best, and she gave him tea, and watched a man who had signed the peace of half the county clumsily drive a nail into a window frame — a duke’s hands, her father would have said, are plainly unpracticed in anything so honest as carpentry.
He came back after that. Again. And again. Six visits in all, under the false name, wearing the false name, eating at her table, mending her house with those foolish honest hands, until the day the sixth visit came, and the herbal waited on the sill, and the knock on the door was not his.
