Before Three Hundred Guests, the Duke Declared His Marriage Over, Certain His Wife Would Beg Him to Stay — She Placed Her Ring Beside His Glass, Bowed, and Thanked Him for Letting Her Serve His Family
PART 3
Line by line. Column by column. What he found in the ledgers was not disorder. It was architecture.
He had believed the estate ran on his name, his capital, his network of connections — and those things were real, he had built them, they mattered. But layered underneath every visible structure of Ravenshire stood eleven years of Eleanor’s work. The tenant relationships. The local reputation. The loyalty of the staff. The goodwill of farming families who spoke of the estate as though it belonged to them, because in the ways that mattered, she had made it belong.
Quiet. Consistent. Never announced. Never presented to him for praise.
He closed the final ledger.
“Mrs. Brent.”
“Your grace.”
“I understand Lady Eleanor is staying with her cousin in Dorset.”
“So I understand, your grace.”
Mrs. Brent did not move to fetch the telegram office address he was reaching for. That alone was notable; in thirty-one years she had never once hesitated to carry out a direct instruction.
“May I speak plainly, your grace?”
“When have you ever done otherwise?”
“Her grace walked out of this house with nothing but the clothes she wore and her personal correspondence. She arrived at Mrs. Caulfield’s home in Dorset at two in the morning. She had not eaten since the morning of the dinner.”
Her chin was now positioned at an angle Sebastian had never seen on her face. It said: I have worked for you for thirty-one years and I am choosing my next words extremely carefully.
“If your grace is considering asking for her return, I would respectfully suggest you consider what you plan to say before you send it.”
He looked at her for a long moment.
“Leave the telegram office address on my desk.”
He wrote it eight times before he sent it. What finally went was the request for help with the October correspondence — the letter that brought back only two initials.
He sat back in his chair afterward and thought about what Percival had said as the guests were leaving that evening — Percival, who had found him alone in the study, poured two glasses of brandy without being asked, and spoken with the frankness of a man who had known him since they were twelve.
“Sebastian. What exactly did you think was going to happen?”
“She was making me miserable,” Sebastian had said. “We had nothing in common anymore. We disagreed about everything.”
“You disagreed about the way she managed the estate.”
“No. We disagreed about—”
He had stopped.
“She was too quiet,” he said. “She had no interest in public life. She spent her time in tenants’ cottages and the village school, and she stopped attending half the functions that mattered.”
“And that made you miserable.”
“It made me feel like we were strangers.”
“And Lady Victoria Harkort,” Percival said, not phrasing it as a question. “Did she make you feel less like a stranger?”
The silence had been its own answer.
Victoria Harkort. Six months ago, at a parliamentary reception. Brilliant, electric, politically engaged — everything Sebastian valued in a conversation partner. She made him feel, for the first time in years, that he was interesting rather than merely powerful. That distinction had mattered to him more than he wanted to admit.
Nothing improper had occurred. He was clear on that. But something in him had shifted in her presence.
And then he had come home and looked at Eleanor — quiet Eleanor, with her ledgers and her tenant visits and her low voice and her eyes that lately seemed to look past him rather than at him — and he had made the mistake of comparison.
He had looked at Victoria’s brightness and decided it was Eleanor’s fault for being dim.
He had not considered that Eleanor might simply be exhausted. He had not asked. He had not asked any of the questions a husband asks when he is actually paying attention.
He had paid attention to Victoria. He had stopped paying attention to his wife.
Percival had said, very quietly, at the end of that conversation:
“Lady Eleanor has run your estate for eleven years. She has managed your tenants, your staff, your household correspondence, and your local reputation. She has done it without complaint, without credit, and without, I suspect, a great deal of gratitude from you. I say this as your friend. I do not think Eleanor was the problem.”
Sebastian had said nothing then.
He said nothing now, alone in his study, looking at a reply signed with two initials.
But something in his chest had shifted. Something cold and insistent that he did not yet know how to name.
And he had not yet learned the half of it. The second thing he would discover would be worse than the ledgers.
